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freshman

by Cynka

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1.
stressed out 02:59
[Verse 1] Maybe I'm not doing this right Maybe I'm trying too hard Maybe I stepped off my path I guess I'll never know Maybe I'm better off alone Maybe I'm seeing it wrong Maybe I should take a break I guess it'll come itself [Chorus] I'm stressed out (I am stressed out) I should chill out (I should chill out) I'm freaking out (I'm freaking out) I should wait a while [Verse 2] I took a deep long breath Walked away, cleared my head I thought about your problems, too We can make it through [Chorus] We're stressed out (We are stressed out) We should chill out (We should chill out) We are freaking out (We're freaking out) We should wait a while [Bridge] (Ooh) And I know that it's tough (Ooh) To work so hard to make it right (Ooh) And I know that it's tough (Ooh) To not know, what's coming next We're stressed out We think we can't chill out We're all freaking out We should wait a while [Chorus] We're stressed out (We are stressed out) We should chill out (We should chill out) We are freaking out (We're freaking out) We should wait a while We're stressed out (We are stressed out) We think we can't chill out (We should chill out) We're all freaking out (We're freaking out) We wait a while
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[Verse 1] Love doesn't really exist We're just broken people looking for a way to live Searching for another, wondering through messy world And look what we've got It might be just a glance We see it in their eyes, but we're too shy to ask Maybe it's another lost bet, long shot Do you care to chase that? [Chorus] These feeling won't be back So enjoy them while they last There's a one to seven billion chance You'll be happy for the rest of your life [Verse 2] The number's rising Even though it's a feeling one of a kind you're asking Was it really as unique, as special as you used to thought? You realise not We meet through mistakes Falling blindy for every single word we exchange What a waste of eloquent lies, did they come out my mouth? Are they really mine? I can't look in my eyes [Chorus] These feelings won't be back So enjoy them while they last There's a one to seven billion chance You'll be happy for the rest of your life [Bridge] But if you happen to find Someone who's as fucked up [Outro] Please be happy, please be kind Don't ever leave them, speak your mind Share your secrets, work through fights Please stay always by their side Please be honest, have their back Say you love them with all your heart With all your heart With all your heart
3.
not enough 04:02
[Verse 1] Today I cried So much on my mind, I just can't Yet you call I forget all that 'cause you cry [Pre-Chorus] You don't even have to say a word I know right away something's wrong [Chorus] It tears me apart To hear you like that I give all I can Thinking this isn't fair Still, it's not enough It seems I can't mend your heart [Verse 2] I have been Through so much shit in my life, you know I even thought I can talk and walk you through the worst [Pre-Chorus] You don't even have to say a word I know right away everything's wrong [Chorus] It tears me apart To hear you like that I give all I can Thinking this isn't fair I would pay any price For you to feel fine I'm trying to find right words Strongest, truest I know Still, I'm not strong enough It seems I can't mend your heart
4.
[Verse 1] You talk, but I'm not listening I am holding all together I feel like I'm losing something You ask if it is November yet [Chorus] I'm trying hard not to fall apart If I say a word I will break my heart [Verse 2] You look but I'm avoiding your eyes They would see through mine You would recognize their emptiness You would see a straight line [Chorus] I'm trying hard not to fall apart If I say a word I will break my heart I'm trying hard not to fall apart If I say a word I will break my heart [Bridge] Don't ask me what's wrong I won't tell you 'Cause everything's wrong In my head [Chorus] I'm trying hard not to fall apart If I say a word I will break my heart I'm trying hard not to fall apart If I say a word I will break my heart
5.
crush 03:23
[Verse 1] Yeah, it started as a crush But it ended up with I don't know what I'm looking at you now You're a person I don't recognize I don't know where did you go Or what took you so long But I'm sure that you've left me here All alone [Chorus] Don't expect from me I will run run into your arms Don't think that I still Like you that much Don't grin like we're the same As those kids we used to be Don't act like it's a thing It means nothing to me Mmm [Verse 2] Yeah, there was a time When I would die for that smile But everything has changed We are just friends So just move on and hush I won't be your crush [Chorus] Don't expect from me I will run into your arms Don't think that I still Like you that much Don't grin like we're the same As those kids we used to be Don't act like it's a thing It means nothing to me Nothing to me [Bridge] I know you're used to people falling in love with you But you forget that I got to know the real you I'm not gonna look at you and see a perfect boy 'Cause you like to play games but I am not a toy [Chorus] So don't expect from me I will run into your arms Don't think that I still Like you that much Don't grin like we're the same As those kids we used to be Don't act like it's a thing It means nothing to me [Outro] I won't be your crush (Okay!)

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released March 11, 2022

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Cynka Poland

I use simple words to express my complex thoughts to the tunes of what some would call bedroom pop (maybe because I record it in my bedroom or maybe because I can’t play anything besides basic chords on the ukulele and guitar).
I put my heart and soul on YouTube first and now I’m putting them here, hoping that somebody will find themselves in them, too.
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